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When Adam was thrown out of Eden he had to build a new world out of the ‘debris’ of Yah’s Creation.    Adam had been made in the image and likeness of Yah, and had been taught by Yah, but he had eaten of the forbidden fruit (at the behest of the serpent) and had his intimate alignment with Yah’s knowledge of good and bad destroyed, and replaced by his own puny knowledge thereof.

Man’s knowledge of good and bad is limited and perverted because mankind is not omniscient.   But we still think that we know better than Yah, we still think that if we do what a religion of Adam requires then we are ‘good’.

But entwined in the fallen Adam and his own opinions of good and bad was the serpent who could still whisper in his ear.

So Adam built his world, a world of sin and death, where might was right – a world of wolves, of sheep and of shepherds.

The wolves bully, kill and eat the sheep, the shepherds defend the sheep.

Cain was a wolf, maybe the first wolf, Abel was a sheep and fell prey to the wolf.

It was into this world of Adam that I was born, a world that will surely end in my death.   A world where the serpent can whisper in my ear too.   But Yahovah is my shepherd, and if I listen to Him I will not want, he will guide me through the dangerous places, through death and beyond.

If and only if I listen to Him.; I must seek His truths, not Adam’s deceits.

The seed, the words of Yah, fall to the ground, I am that ground, if I am hardened the seed cannot even take root, and the wolves devour it.   If I choose to stay with Adam’s world, I am choked and do not prosper, if I cannot get rid of my pagan beliefs and traditions, those stones which the roots of the sprouted seed cannot crack open, then my plant is scrawny and unfruitful, only if I let those roots encompass my whole being and belief does the seed grow into a strong plant and bear fruit.

Adam created the first religion when he accused the woman and then Yah, for religion is all about spreading the blame for our evil deeds, we pay our dues, confess to the priest or the rabbi and he gives us his blessing.   This is the way Adams world works, it is a pigsty, but it also throws and scatters the stones that obstruct the roots of Yah’s seed.   If we cannot give up Adam’s religions we cannot have a true relationship with Yah.

No, Jesus did not decree that we need not keep Torah, in fact Yahoshua demanded that we keep it until all is fulfilled (Matt 5).   Paul, in Galatians appears to tell us that Torah has been superseded, but if this is so then he is in conflict with Yahoshua, who is to come again before all is fulfilled.

This is the dilemma of Adam’s world, and it is why the prodigal, me, needs to be met from afar to be taught the Way home to the Father.   We can listen to Adam, we can heed the whispers of the serpent, or we can heed the words of Yah and His servants, and let Him lead us to all truth, the choice in my life belongs to me and the choices in your life belong only to you, do you belive in the religions of men, or in the truths of Yah.



In Genesis chapter 3 we see Adam becoming as a god, knowing good from bad, and here we have the idea of a god as an arbiter of societies’ mores.   Further down the chapter we find Yah, the Creator, saying about Adam, “now he is one of us knowing good from evil” and Adam is ejected from the Garden of Eden and must build his own creation based upon his own knowledge and opinion of good and evil.

It is into this world of Adam’s that we a born, a world of man’s opinions and flexible definitions of good and bad.   But for most of us, might is right, and the strongest and the most ruthless rule.

So, as children, our minds are formed within the culture of our parents, and then at a tender age, most of us have to conform to the culture of a ‘school’ as well.

Education can be of great benefit to us if we are inculcated with the ability to discern: good from bad, truth from lies, workable from unworkable, fantasy from reality.

However if we are taught fantasy as truth, we are considered to be brainwashed, but who decides what is fantasy?  Darwin or Yahweh, Mohammed or Jesus, Hitler or Marx, Mao or Chiang?

The truth always has a ring to it, but if we are tone deaf, or there is too much other noise, we cannot hear that nuance and we fall back on self-interest.

Allah is presented as a god, the equivalent of Yahovah, but he is a god who hides behind a curtain, a curtain guarded and fronted by a bouncer who controls all access.   The bouncer is long dead, but access is still denied.   The legacy must be maintained by any means and at all costs.

Marx however was a man, a dead man, but a man who left a godlike legacy, a manifesto set in stone.   It described a utopia which has proved elusive to those for whom Marx aspires to godship.   We see cycle after cycle of Marx with small variations, in desperate attempts to make it work, it never does and people die quickly.

One society made things work reasonably well, those who came out from under the heel of Rome and went back to the whole bible.   They prospered, and wealth trickled down and created communities of relatively healthy well meaning people in Europe and its far flung offshoots.

Then the enemy moved again and undermined the idea of a Creator and many were fooled into abandoning the bible; the Warlords started to gain in power once more.

We are born into Adam’s world, but we can choose to leave it, we can, all of us, leave the pigsty and follow the Way which leads back to the Father’s house, we can do it privately, we don’t need to change religions or convert to anything, we just need to keep His Commandments,   we start walking the Way, and we are met from afar to be guided home.

It is a very personal path, we don’t need to advertise, we just need to build a relationship with Yah and His Way.


Being the Rookie

As believers and seekers after Yah’s truths; followers of the way as Shaoul (Paul) would say, there are basic things we must understand about Yah, the first of which is that he is not a man, and he does not lie.
In all aspects of His Creation, He is the expert and I am the rookie, I need to listen and learn, and not dictate to Him how He should behave.
Mosaic Torah is voluntary, it gives us a basic set of rules for living in a community that is devoid of a personal relationship with Yah, a personal relationship that needs to be written upon our hearts, and not set in stone.
It is very fundamental to understand that when the Elders of the Children of Israel rejected the personal relationship offered to them at Mount Horeb, they chose badly, and were thus encumbered with this Torah set in stone, because they could not discern the better Way. Ironically, a Torah for the hardened of heart – one might call is a Pharaoh-centric Torah.
We, as humans, almost always get the priorities wrong, comfortable and secure in our muddy environment we sing hymns together when we should be seeking truths as individuals, we are happy to the Moseses talk to Yah instead of listening and learning for ourselves.
For example, Yah is not so obsessed with sex as man is, we, as manlind, have layered up a simple act of procreation with layers and layers of taboo and boogie-woogie ask yourself the following questions:-
Where is ‘marriage’ in the Torah?
Where is Monogamy in the Torah?
Where is ‘age of consent’ in the Torah.
Torah protects the family, and Toraic ‘divorce’, Toraic ‘adultery’ and Toraic ‘fornication’ need to be looked at in the Toraic context of protecting the family and not in the supercharged emotionalism of modernity.   Sex is not ‘recreational’ it is a basic tool in carrying out a commandments of Yah.
The Torah based society is voluntary and based on free will, and the idea of ‘death’ is not of Yah and implies a separation from Yah, if I refuse to keep Torah then I am cast out of Toraic society – I am separated from Yah. If I go around having casual sexual relationships then I have made my choice, I have rejected Yah’s way and have chosen Adam and the world.
The object of ‘sex’ is to go forth and multiply, and any man can have a child with any woman. What is important here is the child; children have to be nurtured and taught the ways of Yah, so it is incumbent on the parents to provide all that the child needs. You will note the total absence of emotion in this.
Divorce is all about ensuring continuing provision for the mother and child(ren), it is the man’s duty before Yah to provide for his offspring and their mother, divorce only happens when the woman (and children) are supported by another man at the choice of the mother.

Adultery, on the other hand, happens when the wife has a sexual relationship with another man, but deceives the father of her children into supporting her. Adultery is also when a man avoids his responsibilities to support his wife(s)* and her offspring.
It is actually all very simple – but only if you understand Yah’s Way.

*all the women with whom he has had a sexual relationship

Jerusalem or Rome

Why would Yahovah move His ‘centre’ from Jerusalem to Rome?

All Christians must ask themselves this question, why, because most Christian sects are descended or are daughter churches of Rome.   If your sect keeps Sunday Sabbath (or non at all), then you must seriously ask yourself this question.

The Apostle Paul brought the ‘gospel’ to Rome, the centre of civilization at the time, but was this the good news of a dead deity on a cross (as preached by the church of Rome), or the news that Messiah had dealt with the problems of Adam and death (see here)?

The assembly of believers in Rome flourished until it was wiped out by Nero, but was re-established after a decade or so, and went on to become the universal (catholic) religion of Constantine and his successors, and which, for a thousand years or more dominated (and enslaved in feudalism) what we now know as Europe.

But we first need to ask ourselves was the post Nero Roman assembly the same as the pre-Nero assembly that was wiped out.

We don’t know an awful lot about this time in history, it is as if it has all been purged.

Archelogy gives us a picture of the early post-Nero assembly as including and combining with the Zoroastrian ‘Mithra’ cult within its structure and indeed, Constantine himself, although supposed to have ‘converted’ to Christianity, also appears to have remained a ‘Papa’ of the Mithra cult.   see  it is also available here

If the roots of modern Christianity lie in this merging of Mithra and Christ into a single Roman ‘Church’ then we have to be incredibly careful when we look at traditional interpretations of scripture.

Every time we walk through the portals of a ‘church’ we need to ask ourselves where in our scritures do we ‘see’ this?  If the answer is ‘Rome’ then we need to be on our guard, if the answer is Jerusalem then we are closer to Yah.

It could well be that the “Synagogue of Satan” is more to do with Rome than of Jerusalem.

But the big issue here is whether or not Jesus died on the cross for our sins, and, arising from that, was the Law of Yah nailed to that same cross.   This idea is fundamental to ‘Roman’ Christianity and its derivatives.

The above belief system also portrays the idea of a trinity of gods, making one God, and this is very different from Jerusalem where Yah is one.   So much so that those believers in ‘Jerusalem’ were persecuted and destroyed by the authorities in and of Rome down the decades of ‘Rome’ dominance.

To me, the truth lies in the scriptures, we have to look very carefully at everything, cross referencing what we find in the New Testament with what we find in the Old Testament, and we have to understand that Yah is unchanging, and Yahushua is the same Yesterday, today and forever.

It is my belief that a church building, with a pastor/vicar/priest in the pulpit, and a congregation who have to abide by a doctrine interpreted and prescribed by a hierarchy of men is not only unscriptual, but is indeed a “Synagoue of Satan”.

If you keep ‘Sunday’ as sabbath, be warned, Yah holds the ‘seventh’ day as very pivotal in his commandments, it is the only one of the commandments that he seals with his signature:-

Observe the sabbath day, to keep it holy, as Jehovah thy God commanded thee. Six days shalt thou labor, and do all thy work; but the seventh day is a sabbath unto Jehovah thy God: in it thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy son, nor thy daughter, nor thy man-servant, nor thy maid-servant, nor thine ox, nor thine ass, nor any of thy cattle, nor thy stranger that is within thy gates; that thy man-servant and thy maid-servant may rest as well as thou. And thou shalt remember that thou wast a servant in the land of Egypt, and Jehovah thy God brought thee out thence by a mighty hand and by an outstretched arm: therefore Jehovah thy God commanded thee to keep the sabbath day.

In this quote from Deuteronomy chapter 5, Yah emphasises that He is the God who brought the people out of slavery, if we try to pretend that Sunday (a Mythratic ‘sabbath’) is Yah’s seventh day, then it is to keep a pagan sabbath, not Yah’s Sabbath.  It is to keep Rome, not Jerusalem.

The Keys of the Kingdom

The traditional view that the ‘Keys’ of the Kingdom were handed to the apostle Peter and that he alone becomes the ‘gatekeeper’ of the Kingdom, is much like the description of the Roman god Janus, who in his alternate identity is Bifrons:-

In demonology, Bifrons is a demon, Earl of Hell, with sixty legions of demons (sixty-six according to other authors) under his command.[1] He teaches sciences and arts, the virtues of the gems and woods, herbs, and changes corpses from their original grave into other places, sometimes putting magick lights on the graves that appear like candles. He first appears as a monster, but then changes his shape into that of a man.[2]

The origin of the name is the Roman god, Janus.

So we find the usual satanic invasion of Roman deities is accepted into traditional religion, and we too are destroyed by our lack of knowledge of it.

We are destroyed because Yahushua is telling us something very important here, but to understand it we must look at Isaiah 22v22:

“And the key of the house of David will I lay upon his shoulder; so he shall open, and none shall shut; and he shall shut, and none shall open.”

Unfortunately, the ideas here have been hijacked by the Popes who uniquely claim this authority as successors to Peter.   But this is not so; Peter had just received a revelation from Yah, as such he had become a prophet, if a minor one, and this spiritual ‘gift’ of knowledge is one of several ‘Keys of the Kingdom’ the main one of which is the ‘Key of David’ that is Yahushua himself, along with another key, that of ‘knowledge’ (see Luke 11v52).

Peter is not the unique recipient of the ‘Keys of the Kingdom’ and the ability to bring about a union between the things of the Kingdom and the things of the world.   We are all eligible.   But if we believe that only Peter is elegible, then the door is shut to us.   When I become ‘Creation’ compliant, I walk the world as one who is in the world, but not of the world, I cease to be part of Adam’s creation and move on to be part of Yah’s Creation once more.

The ability to receive Yah’s Knowledge (not the same as man’s knowledge) and to thus be compatible with Yah’s Creation is what is going on here, one who adheres to Adam’s knowledge of good and evil will always put his own ‘godship’ first, and will fling his own ‘godship’ in Yah’s face at every opportunity, he will never understand what are the keys to Yah’s kingdom, and he will never open and shut the doors of the Kingdom as a gift from Yahushua.

The Pope calls himself the “vicar of Christ” which, translated into common English means ‘in place of Christ’ we have a name for this – antichrist.   You have been warned!

It is all too easy to be deceived by the serpent….



Adam’s World

We are born into, and live in a world of Adam’s making, a fallen world, a world dominated by man’s knowledge of good and evil.   This is the prodigal’s pigsty, and the faecies is everywhere.

There is not one area of the world that is not tainted by the serpent, when the serpent contrived the fall, he was aware of his part in it, and ever since, he has insinuated himself into every aspect of it.   Satan is the fecal matter that enslimes everything that is manmade, and that of course includes me.

Adam is a part of me, a part of me that is unacceptable to Yah, a tainted part of me which is besmirched in the foul smelling mire of the pigs.

But I did not choose to be born into the pigsty, and I have the choice to leave it and take the road back to my fathers house.    At first I am still covered by the dirt and slime,  but bye and bye, as I am met from afar I learn how to cleanse myself, I learn of what happened in the 3 days and 3 nights.

But that is not easy because I was born into the slime and as I grow up, it becomes part of my very nature, I cannot see the mud on my cheeks even if I can feel the grime between my toes.   The dirt behind my ears goes unwashed until I am taught how to wash myself properly.

Most of all my mind needs to be cleansed too.

The serpent is subtle, and in Hebrew, the words for subtle and naked are linked.    So when Adam was naked and knew it not, we may not just be talking in terms of nudity, we may also have been talking about his consciousness.   It is this ‘nakedness’ that tells Yah that something has changed, “Who told you that you were naked”, fig leaves can cover genitals, but they can also be used as a metaphor for hiding ‘secrets’.

Adam and the woman want to hide their newfound godship from Yah, before the change, their consciousness was no different from Yah’s, but after eating the poisonous fruit of the tree of knowledge, the consciousness is no longer Creation compliant, it is independent, they have each become as gods knowing good from evil on their own count.   The woman confesses and is forgiven, but Adam carrys his independence into the new world, and uses it to build his pigsty, the pigsty into which we are born, but, from which, we can choose to leave.

As we walk towards Yah’s house, our soiled mind can be scrubbed clean, but only if we are humble enough to walk the path as a servant.    It is very easy to be an Adam even whilst walking the path of Torah.   We all to often throw our godship in Yah’s face, refusing to listen to the babes, sucklings and servants that Yah sends to meet us from afar and guide us home

We may rush back to the pigsty, thinking that we have a message for the inmates, surely this is the work of God we tell ourselves, but which god?

Myself as god or Yah?

Servants of Yah are a part of His Creation by choice; they have walked the path, they have reached the goal, they have been transformed by Himself, and carry His Creation with them wherever they go, there is no longer any room for Adam’s religions, those religions of the pigsty, the religions, products of man’s knowledge of good and evil, products of man’s ignorance; “My people are destroyed through lack of Knowledge”.


I am the WAY (Torah), the TRUTH (Creation) and the LIFE (Chavah/Eve) nobody comes to the Father except through me.    Yahushua puts it very distinctly!

Taking these Items backwards, we can build a picture, a big picture which is different to that which is normally preached; a picture which starts with death.

Adam brought death into the world, he did so by a combination of being disobedient and by throwing his ‘godship’ in Yah’s face, breaking the first commandment thus denying Torah and being thrown out of Eden.   Chavah (life-giver) did not throw her godship in Yah’s face, she confessed to having been deceived by the serpent.   She was not therefore thrown out of Eden, but her desire was for her husband and she accompanied him our into the debris.

I am part Adam (death) and part Chavah (Life), these entities are at war within me, the Adam in me cannot re-enter Eden, but the Chavah part can.   So what happens?   Who can save me from this dreadful dilemma?

Yah’s Creation is truth, but it is hidden from us because we are born into Adam’s world, and grow up in it, we cannot ‘see’ Yah’s world (Creation) until we are “pure in heart”.   That is when we cease to dispute ‘blame’ (she did it the woman which You gave me) with Yah and to confess that we too have been deceived by the serpent.   We can then start to perceive Yah’s Kingdom and start to become a citizen of it.    But it is not a worldly kingdom and Adam cannot enter into it, so how do I get rid of Adam (Death) and adhere to (Chavah) life?

Torah, in Hebrew, is a signpost, it shows us the way to Yah’s Kingdom, it is also the name of the first five books of the bible, and herein lies a problem, the Mosaic Torah contained in those first five books is not the same as the Torah followed by Abraham.   Abraham’s Torah was based on his faith, trust and reliance in Yah’s Creation and Way.   The Mosaic Torah was written for a people of little faith, a people who rejected Yah’s direct invitation at Horeb, and for whom symbolism and ritual were required in an effort to keep them in abeyance until the time that the Torah could be made flesh and dwell amongst us, the Mosaic Torah kept faith in suspended animation, as Lazarus in the bosom of Abraham.       The Mosaic Torah was correct for the temple/tabernacle period, whilst the people awaited the solution to the dilemma of Adam and Chavah.    So Torah arrived, and in 3 days and 3 nights he resolved the problem by offering himself as a substitute for the Adam in us.

The role of the temple was destroyed, the flame passed from the temple to those gathered in the temple portico, the day of Pentecost/Shauvot had arrived.

Mosaic Torah passed back to the Abrahamic Torah, the Torah of personal responsibility and faith.   I can choose for myself, Adam or Chavah, and If I choose Chavah then, Yahushua masks Adam and death, so there is therefore now no condemnation. But if you Love Him, then you keep His commandments, not those of yourself and other men.


The Prime Directive

Despite what Captain Kirk might say, Yah’s prime directive is to “go forth and multiply” and this is a real target of Satan, who, in essence, wants us all to die.

In heaven’s hierarchy, mankind (those who keep Yah’s Torah) rank above the angels, and are thus hated by the fallen angels, and Satan in particular uses his ‘subtlety’ with good effect.    Jews are his prime target because they still keep a (damaged) form of Torah (especially the seventh day),   Christians who keep the ‘sun’ day, and the pagan festivals of easter (Ishtar) and christmas (saturnalia) are not such a threat.

But satan has to keep his agreement with Yah, a sort of angelic torah, or face the direct wrath of Yah; he has to work his evil indirectly, causing men to slaughter men, and to make them sexually deviant such that they no longer “go forth and multiply”.

Thus the Toraic death penalties for adultery, fornication and homosexuality.   These three threats to the prime directive carry a disproportionate punishment.   But we have to understand something here, one voluntarily chooses to keep Torah, and in keeping Torah, becoming part of a community of Yah, living in synergy with His Creation.

If I were to choose homosexuality, then I am denying the prime directive, and can no longer be part of that community, just the same as the adulterer or the fornicator.    If discovered, I will be thrown out or killed, my choice (but I suspect that mercy applies here, and that there is room in the community for a promise to stop breaking the Torah and keeping control of one’s sexual urges).

Fornication and adultery are treated under Torah with the same seriousness as homosexuality, they are, all three attacks on the prime directive, and they are, all three,  likely to break up the family group of mother, father and progeny,  often leaving those progeny in a parlous state.   This is not part of Yah’s Creation plan.

To Yah. The act hus coof copulation is also the instrument of marriage, the pledge of commitment to the prime directive.    Same sex copulation therefore has no place within Yah’s creation, but neither has ‘recreational’ sex and its toll of discarded babies.

Satan is subtle, he wispers in our ears that it is OK to enjoy illicit sex and to murder the resulting baby, thus condemning the parents; the father for not supporting his offspring, and the mother for murder.   But they can confess – “I was deceived by the serpent”,

Yah designed us to live in family groups in order to nurture the offspring of those groups, when we fail in this task, ten our society falls apart


























Many people view Judaism and Christianity as separate religions, they are not.

Christians tend to emphasise the idea of Jesus as part of a triune ‘godhead’  in the manner of ancient pagan religions based on the Nimrod/Semriage/Tammuz tradition with God, Mary and baby Jesus figuring largely in the major Christian tradition.   A tradition controlled by a ‘head of the Church’’ and a hierarchy of priests, bishops ec.

In Judaism we have Rabbi worship.    Rabbi’s pop up after the destruction of the Temple, Sometimes referred to as Sages, they hold that ‘tradition’ is more important than scripture, taking the idea of the Mishna, the verbal commentary as of greater import than the Mosaic text itself, especially given that this non-scriptual commentary is controlled by themselves.

The Tanach/Bible is available for all to read, but the vast number of people do not read the scriptures, they are happy to let others interpret for them.    This has always been the major source of problems for those who seek the truths of Yah and a personal relationship with Him.

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The Steady State

There are three states of man before Yah: The Adamic state which knowingly rejects Yah, the Chava state which is in a state of being deceived, and the Edenic state where one is part of Creation and is in synergy with it.

Adam, having voluntarily eaten of the forbidden fruit, proceeds to accuse Yah and the woman as being responsible for his state.   He is in denial before Yah and has deluded himself into thinking that he no longer needs Yah.

The Woman, Chava, understands and confesses to having been deceived, but remains damaged by the encounter.

In being cast out of Eden they are in a land where they have to build from scratch, and it is a land that they build in the image of Adam, not of Yah,   It has elements of Yah’s Creation in it, but they lack the ‘TOV’ (good) element of Creation and Eden, reflecting Adam’s now mixed tov and ra (good and bad)

Yah described His Creation as TOV (GOOD) and with unfallen Adam present it was TOV MEHOD (perfect).

Outside of Eden fallen Adam builds his world according to his tov and ra rather than Yah’s TOV and RA, and it is Adam’s tov and ra that I am born into.

Now I have choices, I can remain dominated by the tov and ra of the fallen Adam, or I might move to the Chava position of acknowledging that I have been deceived, but I am still ruled over by the tov and ra of Adam – I still live in, and are part of Adam’s world.

Yah does not normally interfere in Adams world, if men want to exterminate each other, then that is their decision and their responsibility.   All mankind will eventually be judged by their actions before Yah, against the gold standard of (Abrahamic) Torah.

But Chava can move on, she/he can voluntarily leave the Adamic pigsty and start to seek the truth, follow the way and seek the light.   In doing this she will be met from afar by the servants of Yah, who will further instruct and guide.   In becoming Creation compliant, one once more has the privilage of ‘seeing’ Yah, the loss of which was the first symptom of the fall (they only heard Him, and ‘hid’ [not seeing] from Him)

Now, I am afraid to say, most believers, Jews or Christians remain in the pigsty because, although they know that they have been deceived by the serpent, they do not want to take responsibility for their own relationship with Yah, they want to remain in the comfort of the pigsty in a state of submission to Adam (the rabbi, the pastor. Someone, anyone who will take responsibility off of their shoulders).

We have to make our own salvation!

However once out of the pigsty we can move towards Yah’s house, we can be changed into His likeness.    The Adam in us is dealt with by the Victory of Yahushua over the serpent in 3 days and 3 nights negating the sin and death of the Adamic legacy and letting the spirit of life –  Chava, come forth, but we, and only we, can make the decision to leave the Adamic pigsty behind.   We, and only we ourselves, can take responsibility for ourselves; be humble and listen and learn from the servants sent to guide us.   Only we, as individuals, can let ourselves be changed to His likeness, so that we arrive at His gates ready to be raised to sonship.

Am I ready to be once more part of Yah’s Creation?   Have I rejected Adam’s law of sin and death, have I accepted Chava’s lifegiving understanding, have I left the pigsty, or do I cling to my religion and tradition, do I look to a rabbi instead of to myself, before Yah.

When I come before Yah, it will just be me, my advocate if I have one, and Yah.   My rabbi will be having his own trial, as will my pastor.

If I have already made my peace with Yah, if I have allowed Yahushua to deal with my sin and death, if I have followed my spirit of life along the way to truth and light, then I am already Creation compliant and I have nothing to fear, I have run the race and I have reached the goal.