Only if I let Him

Most insanity and cruelty in this world comes about when one of us, any of us, decides that the ‘ends’ justify the means.

If you want your space to be Jew free, then you have to be prepared to exterminate Jews, if you want to eradicate white male influence then you are going to have to discriminate against white males and humiliate them in the eyes of all females and non-whites.

If you want to play God, then you must walk a broad highway of blood and poverty – other people’s blood, and other people’s poverty (you hope).

Once one chooses the destination over the journey, amorality sets in and people die.

John Bunyon understood this, he could see that Christian was pursued by the very people who should have been aiding him.

Antifa, for example, are worse than the ‘Fascists’ they claim to be fighting, they have forgotten (or never knew) the doctrines of the brown, black or red shirts that they so happily copy.   BLM are so racist they make a mockery of their political stance.

Sitting above these front organisations is a shady but parasitic organisation that is so bigoted that it has lost all sense of proportion, because they only see their own objectives and self-aggrandisement as important, how they achieve it is not important, the peons die anyway, so why not add to the total.

Hamas are like fleas, biting Israel and feeling ‘holy’ by so doing, In Islam, killing infidels is important, because each unbeliever eradicated brings the Islamic Utopia one step closer, of the thousands of rockets fired at us, hundreds fell short killing and maiming their own people – no problem – blame it on the Israelis, the stupid kuffah will believe the lies…..

When we drop the moral anchor point which is Tanach out of our thoughts we open the way for the serpent to influence us once more; the serpent has its own knowledge of good and evil, and is very ‘subtle’ in the way he uses it.   His object is to get you to think of the destination, his destination.

Yah does not define our destination, we have to seek it for ourselves, He defines a journey, a path, a Way.   We, in faith, take that path, and learn from it as we journey through life.

Man’s journeys always end in death, but Yah’s journey is a Way of Truth and Life.

Abraham was a man of faith, he left the relative safety of Ur of the Chaldees, to journey along a path set for him by Yah, a path through bad lands and horrible people and things.   Abraham prevailed because he was a man of faith.   He let Yah guide and provide.

The most difficult lesson I have learned in the decades of my walk with Yah is that whereas I can only do the possible, He can do the impossible – but only IF I LET HIM.   It has taken me 40 years to stop trying to do things my way, the way of the world, the way of Adam….

Silly Hats

Yah’s Creation was ‘very good’,  and by implication we can assume that anything not Created by Yah was not ‘good’ but bad.

Adam becomes a ‘god’ knowing ‘good’ from ‘evil’ (in his own opinion) Adam’s good and bad is not the same as Yah’s good and bad, therefore it falls into the bad part of Yah’s knowledge of good and evil.

Religion always reflects the opinion of man and is therefore an anathema to Yah.  

Yah wants us to seek His way for ourselves, not some catechism or Talmud giving the opinion of men and their definitions of good and bad.

For example, what does Yah have to do with regalia?   Moses defined some regalia after the rejection of a personal relationship with Yah at Mt. Horeb.   Regalia sets one apart physically, it is a picture of what Yah really wants, that is for us to be set apart spiritually.   Set apart because we are followers of the Way, not followers of popes and rabbis.

Our priestly garments must be spiritual ones – silly hats are only for those bound up in men’s religions.

To be considered ‘good’, we must be part of Yah’s Creation not Adam’s, and because we are born into Adam’s creation, we must follow a pathway from Adam’s creation back to Yah’s Creation and eventually, to re-enter Yah’s Creation.

But there are gatekeepers, with fiery swords, to keep Adam’s creation out, nothing of Adam’s creation is allowed into Yah’s domaine.

Half of me is of Adam; the Law of sin and death working in my members, it is at war with Yah’s Torah; the Law of the Spirit of Life also in my members.

If we leave Adam’s pigsty, and walk Yah’s path, the we are met from afar by the servants of Yah, they will, if we are humble enough to listen to them, cleanse us from sin and death, such that when we complete our journey, there is nothing for the gatekeepers to object to; there is therefor no condemnation. Yah is Salvation!

Meddlng with Creation

On the sixth day Yah looked back at his Creation and saw that it was Good, he then created Man, and His Creation became Very Good.

Yah did not create or discover smartphones, but within His Creation was the potential for smartphones, Man was created to fulfil the potential of Yah’s Creation, it was the serpent who slithered into a position where he could pervert man’s creativity.

Science is the study of Yah’s Creation, but there is a Satanic religion of Science, with the ‘s’ capitalized, where science is perverted into man’s political aims.   We can follow the science and study Yah’s Creation, or we can follow the Science religion and work to an agenda set by our ‘betters’.   If we follow the Science we will get very tied up with unintended consequences.

Science is a religion, a pagan religion that assumes that in the beginning Yah did not create, and that creation only started when Adam was ejected from Eden, Science is the study of Adam’s creations, whereas science is the study of Yah’s creation.

Lets work through an example, Germ Theory states that for every disease, there is a pathogen, a bacteria of a virus, this we inherit from Pasteur and Koch.   There is an alternative to this accepted narrative, that of ‘terrain’ as proposed by Bechamp,   Bechamp discovered that bacteria were pleomorphic, that is, they changed according to their terrain, if the flesh became corrupt then microzymas  present in the organism ‘sprouted’ into bacteria capable of removing the corruption, the bacteria are shepherded by our immune system, and only if this process got out of control did we become ill.

So Science believes Pasteur and worships the creation, the vaccines and chemical medicines which one can sell and get rich, while the science actually points to Bechamp and a divinely created self-healing system which sometimes needs a little help from a healer.

One is highly profitable, the other is not

We have choices, we can follow the Science, or we can perhaps work a little harder and follow the science, one is a pack of lies and half-truths designed to sell snake oil at a ridiculous price, the other is a sincere attempt to understand the Creation, in us and all around us.

As always, we can choose man’s way or Yah’s way, life or death.

The doctrines of men

I do not often quote scriptures, but here is one from Matthew ch 15:

This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me.

      But in vain they do worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men.

      And he called the multitude, and said unto them, Hear, and understand:

Not that which goeth into the mouth defileth a man; but that which cometh out of the mouth, this defileth a man.

Do you personally uphold the traditions of men, do you keep Sunday rather than the seventh day (Saturday)?

It is very easy to comply with a ‘religion’ and do what the priests, pastors and rabbis tell you to do rather than what Yah commands, do you have images of ‘saints’, sages or rabbis hanging in your living space?

To fully re-enter Yah’s Kingdom, we must purge ourselves of the works and traditions of men, they maybe our works, they may be the works of the Rambam or a Pope.

These things have no part in the Kingdom of God, these are the products of Adam’s world of death, they do not flow from Yah’s Knowledge of Good and Evil, but from man’s.

So when you go to Church on Sunday, or Beit Knesset on Friday evening think about what the scriptures actually say, are you obeying Yah or Adam?

The Beit Knesset (synagogue) was a reading room where the literate could read the (very expensive) scrolls to all and sundry, the ‘ekklesia’ (church) was an impromptu gathering of the believers, men have changed them both into cash cows.

There are many traditions of men that we perpetuate in our religious life, and for many, religion is also a livelihood.   When you are paying a man to speak, what comes out of his mouth?  Is it something he has made up in order to get a pay rise, is it something he knows you want to hear?  Or is it Yah’s truth?


There are an awful lot of people who believe that to be right with Yah, they have to do good deeds, but Yah makes it very clear that men’s good deeds are not what is required, what is required is that we have Torah written upon our hearts.

We can have a heart of stone, and still do good deeds, especially deeds according to our knowledge of good and evil not Yah’s.

I once heard a Sunday school teacher supposedly teaching the children in his care to pray, he told them that they could only pray for other people, not for anything for themselves.

What! Came this directive from Yah?

Or did men make it up because it was ‘pious’?

We need to have a dialogue with Yah, we need His guidance, we need to meet His servants from afar.   In my walk with Yah, it is me that really, really needs His input as I struggle with the law of sin and death in my members.   If I can only ask on behalf of other people, then I am bereft there is nothing to assist me.

Oh Lord won’t you buy me a Mercedes Benz, goes the song, nothing wrong with that, it is not a sin to want a nice car, and it is certainly not a sin to seek Yah’s assistance to do the impossible. We seem to find the men of Yah doing it all the time.

If I ask for bread, will he give me a stone?

But what if I don’t ask for bread for myself, does He still give me a stone, or nothing?

Our walk with Yah is personal, and we need to have a personal relationship with Him, we need to talk to Him about problems, wants, needs, desires as if we were His children and He is our father.   Children need to be provided for, if they need new shoes because their feet grow, then it is no good them asking that their siblings have a new pair.   “Abba, my shoes are hurting me”  “Shut up and go barefoot, if you ask you don’t get, if you don’t ask, you don’t want”.

This in not the way Yah works, we make our needs, wants and desires known and Yah answers.   It may not be how we envisaged His answer, but it will suffice.

Whose Knowledge?

The scriptures make very clear the idea that Adam’s world is very different to Yah’s world; Adam was cast out of Eden and had to build his own ‘world’ by the sweat of his labours.

We are born into Adam’s world, and Yah’s world is alien to us.   We accept the nuances of Adam’s world as ‘Fact’ were, to us, the nuances of Yah’s world are like fictions we read in a book.

That book, the Bible, describes the way Yah sees things, and it is vital to understand this.  

To Yah, Adam’s world is a pigsty, not the physical world as such, but those things in it which are the product of Adam’s sweat and labour.

But to us Adam is home and comfort and all things normal.  

We cannot leave Adam’s pigsty unless we are prepared to completely cut it off from ourselves, not only must we walk away from it, but we have to wash its sticky mess from our body, soul and spirit.

Yah will send his ‘servants’ to assist with this, but we have to be humble, as a servant ourselves, to accept their help.

We cannot drag the pigsty with us, it must be shed, washed off, bit by stinking bit.

It can be painful, that Rabbi we adore, that Pastor we adhere to, they too may be part of the pigsty, and leading people to destruction.

We can go to ‘church’ sing and clap our hands, never understanding that this is getting us nowhere, it is not good enough to live a ‘good’ life by Adam’s standards because we will be judged according to Yah’s standards.

Nobody can lead us out of the pigsty, it is a decision that each of us must make on a personal basis, even if it means leaving everything dear to us behind.

We grow up thinking that there is only one “knowledge of good and evil” but that is wrong, each of us has our own “kofg&e” so there are many millions of them out there, we may choose lo follow the Rambam, but he will not lead us out of the pigsty, he may be virtuous by Adam’s standards, but is he virtuous by Yah’s standards?    Did the word of Yah come from men?

Many of us preach Adam’s sweat and labour, ignorant of the fact that it leads nowhere; the blind leading the blind.   First we must leave the pigsty and start the cleansing process, we must leave Adam’s sweat behind and look for Yah’s Creation in order to become part of it, Yah is unchanging, but we can be changed into His likeness.

Is Might Right or is Yah Right?

We are born into Adam’s world, a world defined by Adam’s (mankind’s) knowledge of good and evil, a world where might is right and where the ends justify the means.

But we each of us have a personal option, which is to leave Adam’s pigsty and follow the pathway back to Yah.

Following the pathway back to Yah entails giving up man’s ways and seeking to do things Yah’s way, the way of His Creation.

When Adam was thrown out of Eden (complete with his own knowledge of good and evil also known as godship) he built an alternative world based upon sin and death.

‘Sin’ is a misleading word, for we simplify it into specific acts, but its real meaning is to fall short of Yah’s required standard; the standard He requires of us to qualify to re-enter His Creation.

As Law breakers we belong in Adam’s world, and Satan, the accuser, will make absolutely sure that no ‘sinners’ escape.

BUT, in 3 days and 3 nights in Hades (after the crucifixion) Yehushua, (Torah made flesh and dwelling amongst us) fought off Satan (somehow) and provided us with a Way back to Yah.

We wear a garment, a robe, which carries on it the stains of our lives; a stain for every time we have violated Torah.   For us to re-enter Eden, this garment must be clean.   It is Yahushua, as Torah made flesh, who provides the laundry service.

Christians believe that they do not need Torah, that it was ‘nailed to the cross’, but it was not Torah that was nailed to the cross, it was our (Adam’s) knowledge of good and evil.   To participate in Yahushua is to participate in Torah because they are one and the same.

Torah was in the beginning, Abraham kept it, the Elders of the children of Israel rejected it at Mt. Horeb, so Moses had to create a substitute based upon a physical ‘Temple’, which lasted until the day of Pentecost, when the tongues of ‘fire’ left the Temple and alighted on the believers.

This is the true message of the scriptures, the rest is religion, a tradition designed to make clerics rich.   We alone are in control of our spiritual destiny, and we will be on our own when we come before Yah, there will be no Rabbis, Priests, Pastors or Vicars to help us, and Yahushua will only shelter those who are not Torah breakers (Doers of iniquity Gr; anomia G458)

To Die is Gain

How can this possibly work?

The physical death in Adam’s creation – is it gain?    Only if we have ‘Salvation’ but in Yah’s creation we are talking of a spiritual ‘death’ – how can this be beneficial?

It can if it means death to my knowledge of good and evil, to my godship.   If I can leave behind my godship and re-establish Yah’s Godship in my life I am in effect dying to self.

Amd in this I definitely gain because I begin to walk the path in accordance with the Torah written upon my heart and become, once more, Creation compliant.

For me to live is Messianic, to die is gain, Paul is talking at both physical and spiritual levels, as one with salvation, the physical life is lived at the behest of Yah and spiritually he has died to self, he has died to his own knowledge of good and evil, he has died to his own godship and has taken on Yah’s Godship in the form of the Torah written upon his heart.

It is all actually very simple, but to understand Paul one has to understand what happened in the Garden of Eden.   When Adam ate of the Fruit, and unlike the woman (Eve/Chava), failed to ‘see’ that he had departed from Yah’s Way, he was changed, he aspired to see himself as a god and started to define good and evil for himself (see Genesis 3 v 22) he is ejected from Yah’s Creation and, in the sweat of his labours, sets up his own creation.

We are born into Adam’s creation, a world built and defined by Adam’s puny knowledge.

This world is a pigsty and we wallow comfortably in our own faeces, spouting death from our mouths.   But we can escape from the  pigsty by humbly accepting the role of servant to Yah, that is, obeying the commandments of Yah rather than making them up as we go along, thus we leave the pigsty and walk the Way.

But we are still covered in the faeces of our own knowledge, we are met from afar by Yah’s servants. And if we are prepared to listen to them in all humility, so we will be cleansed.

Yahs servants are not necessarily ‘human’ but they speak to our heart rather than our mind.   It may not be ‘scientific’ or even ‘rational’ but it is Yah’s truth.

Adam’s creation

The Covid balaghan (Hebrew – imbroglio) seems to fit end times biblical prophesy almost perfectly, and if this time around it is exposed as the malicious hoax it is, then there will be a next, and a next until enough of the people are fooled enough of the time for Satan to take control.

Satan always works to a pattern, persecution of Jews, degrading of women, and an elite having absolute authority over the mass of the people.   Mankind always seems to fall for it.

Why? Because it is the natural way of life in Adam’s world.

When Adam was thrown out of Eden (Yah’s Creation) he proceeded to create his own creation by the sweat of his labours, this is the world of Cain, the city walls being there to keep Yah out.

It was the adoptation of the 10 commandments by protestant Christians that produced the civilization we enjoyed for about a hundred and fifty years.   But that baby got thrown out with the bathwaters of the nineteen sixties, and we have watched the slow disintegration of western society as those things defined by Yah as beneficial were slowly cast aside as religious mythology.

In the beginning Yah Created, and in the end He will judge all of us against the standards set by the ten commandments – all of them including keeping the Sabbath as the seventh day.   Many are going to come before Yah thinking that they have a “get out of Gaol free” card called Jesus Christ.

But that is not the question Yah will ask, He will ask “did you keep my Torah”  – I will answer “NO my Father, I tried and I failed”     At which point my advocate, Yahushua, Torah made flesh and dwelling amongst us, will answer “I will vouch for this good and trusty servant, his footsteps sought My Way, My Truth and My Life.”

Jesus did not die on the cross for my sins, Yehushua spent 3 days and 3 nights in Hades dealing with the Accuser, such that in my judgement before the great White Throne, the Accuser, Satan, has no say.

But many will claim Jesus, the cross and good works, but Yahushua will say “get thee hence, I know you not – You failed to keep Torah (anomia in the Greek – Matt 7 v 21 – 23).

Without Yah and Torah, man reverts to tyranny, and the Satan (humanist) worshipping elite ruling over the people is the norm for Adam’s creation.

Talking with Yah

As a child I was taught to pray, hands together, eyes shut tight, memorized prayers written by other people.   I was not qualified to have a conversation with Yah, somebody had to direct my words in case I said something naughty.

And I must not pray for myself, it must be for other people.

The traditions of men…..

Yah’s word tells us to pray in private, He teaches us to acknowledge Him as Father, and that I can ask anything of our Father.

Religion sets out the rules; prayer meetings, set texts for prayer, supervision.   But Yah wants a dialogue, He wants us to tell him of the things on our hearts, my heart, my individual relationship with my Creator – “Oh Lord won’t you buy me a Mercedes Benz” as the song goes.   Really, if you want a Merc, tell him, you might not get a Merc but you will not get a stone either.

I will get what I deserve but only if I trust and rely on Him, as He tells us to all the time, then I too will be fed by the birds.   It is oh so easy to ask of Him, then try to make it happen ourselves, there is a very evil sermon often preached about a man stuck on the roof of his house in a flood, he refuses help because “God is going to rescue him”, he is drowned, and God tells him that He sent the physical rescuers why did he not heed them?

But it does not work that way, the story is wrong on so many levels, it saps my confidence and portrays Yah as a devious huckster and trust and reliance as derisory and foolish, but Yah has made us a promise, if we ask for bread will He give as a stone?

What is important is that we actually ask – please Yah I want to win millions of shekels…..

In asking, I purge my soul, I share my innermost desires with Yah, good or bad, He can then work on them, moulding them into His image and likeness, when I do not share my feelings, He is tied by my free will, when I tell Him in prayer He can set change in motion.

In all my desires, there is a gulf between what I want and what He wants for me, when I express those desires to Him he can fill the gap; I am giving Him my permission to make the changes in me that I cannot make.   If I covet my neighbour’s wife, I need to tell Yah about it so He can fix it not me.

We can try to control our passions, our lusts our wants, but only Yah can modify them into His Good, if we try to do it alone we modify them into Adam’s good which could well be Yah’s Bad.